Kendy substituting for Amydizzle.

My goodness. Amy needs to update more. She's in San Diego right now and I miss her.  She's probably going to come back with sweet sun tanned skin. Then all you losers can kis her sweet sun tanned self!

I <3 you Amy.

-The Kendy.

hey everyone!! hmm..well lots has happened to me in like the time from when i last wrote to the second now.  yes okae here goes.

: :one day last week [i dont remember which day]: :

i talked with one of my best friends who goes to SHS and she made me feel soooooo good! i luv ya carissa!!!!! ur awesome.  i talked to her about all of my problems and she talked to me about hers and we talked for 2 hours!! fun stuff.  yes. i felt happier after talking to her.  i think depressiveness has left me!!!

so then,

i had a really good time after that.  steph and "dickard" were becoming really fun to hang out with along with kendy and chris. then r.j. and i had fun having "blone" moments and stuff.

so anyways, then last week we were having testing and stuff, it was so much fun.  well not the testing part of it, but it was really fun testing in my 2nd block! all of the people in there are so fun and everyone is so close.  [family] :)  so yeah, that was fun, but now because of it we have long classes, like 2 hours and it sucks.  well for some of the classes i dont even notice that it is a really long time and so yeah. 

: :friday: :

went to the opening of safeway and played with the band.  got to see simone and had fun going around and stuff inside of the store. hold on, phone.

okae back, wow!! that felt weird, when i was getting off my mom and dad's bed, i hit my elbow on my hip and then my hip got this feeling like when u hit ur funny bone! haha..okae back tothe story of my life.

yeah, then i went to kendys house after and got to spend tim epraising the Lord  and hearing his word.  it was good and fun.

: :saturday: :

blone moment.!!! i just..never mind..u had to be there

okae. saturday...had to wake up REALLY early for a saturday and then got to go to Great America!!! it was sooooo much fun. i was going on rides like the whole time and didnt even throw up!! j/k...well i didnt, but i knew i wasnt going to.  i had so much fun. now im not scared to go on the rides there!! yea!! [thats cause i went  on all of them!!].

hmm...man [or WOman,]  i could go on for a really lonf time about all of this, but i dont have time. i will come back later so i can think about the really good times again!! haha..

OMGosh!! then on the bus ride home it was like a really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really [okae enough amy]...well it was really good and fun and stuff.  okae..

okae..i need to write more, but i will tomorrow or later..when i have more time. have to go and read now!!!!

btw, kendy, Tonya's letter came in the mail today!!!hmm...okae kendy ill give it to u when i see u next!! and also the pic of u and me and steph!!!!!!!

well i also saw MEAN GIRLS and after i felt like such a beyotch!! yes well tell u all more later!!

hey im back.  i had such great ice cream. haha....mint chocolate, and mocha almond fudge.  it was good.  then i decided to do some homework, so i wont have to do so much later.  hmm..ewwww...in the newspaper now i see a picture of michael jackson and it looks...ewwww...!!! yea.

well, right now, lately i just dont feel like normal. dont know why. I wish that i did, but nope, no sir, dont know. Well maybe someone will come along and make me feel better.  It's amazing how warm it was today.  I loved it. It was like summer in Wisconsin or sumthing.[not for salinas].  i am happy though...

i wish that i could open up my feelings more to people.  I just need to know that i can really feel comfortable, i really need the Lord to help me. OH!!...i have to write an essay for my conformation and i really dont know what to write. Sure I love the Lord and have always known him, but i havent had a huge, big thing that has happened on my life that changed me forever.  i really need to get going on that. 

I wonder if my friends are going to go to prom.  They are both going out with juniors.  That would be so kewl if they decided to include me in helping them get ready for it.  yeah, that would be awesome, even though I wouldnt go, but that would be so fun since they are my best friends. 

okay, not much more that i feel like writing now, so write later...

umm...hi.

do u ever feel like ur in a room, but ur the only one in it?? well thats how i feel. i feel like im all alone.  no one to connect with, or no one to fit in with.  sure i have many friends, but i just feel that they are always busy with thier things and their lives and.......other things. 

i just dont really feel like i fit with other people who i am trying to hang out with since my two best friends have their boyfriends and are always busy.  i dont know. its just that ive never had this problem before since i have always had my best friends with me by my side.  but things change. 

well today a lot of people have been telling me today that my hair looked good.  i like it, but i wish i could just fix my hair without paying the huge sum of money to get it done. 

hmm..be back in like a while since i have to go and eat ice cream now.  and also my mom and sister are trying to pry into my lives and are trying to read this, so ill be back later.